Despair and dismay

I do not need any medicine to cure my wonderful depression...

I do not need any drug to cure my inspirational despair.

I do not any woman to cure my disease, even though I almost death in this wonderful depression and dismay.

I don't need love, to forget that asshole depression.

I don't need motivation, to fight a monster in my mind, and heart.

I do not need any human to help me run from this darkness..

Even though,  I will die again......by

Internal suicide, and internal death....

Once again,
I am back,
my beloved friend...

Hello darkness,
I come to you, again,
after I try to forget you,
I am sorry....

I will never run again from you.
I accept you,
with open heart,
and with dramatic way,
of ....

an attitude of melodramatic despair

Sorry, because i try to run from you.

my melodramatic despair...