Fizik

I love physics, but it hate me more. Then, everything turn to hate me even more... so, i hate it back, including myself... i gave up believing in my life, that one day, i will become one of the great muslim physicists-philosophers , not just a physicist who are muslim. Good bye.... i think, depression is, just the only one, that will love me... even when i hate myself...  this depression, i will turns it to dark romanticism of dark literature..

i am sorry, because my soul is a bit dark, and broken, corrupted ... even though, a broken soul never ask to forgive him/her just because his/her soul is corrupted.