-namanya [61]-

if and again if; why my life full of 'if'...?
maybe i hate me, i hate everything about me...

name, her name, always come to my mind
again i think about her... and, i miss her...
yet, why i feel that, i hate her... ? maybe,
everything about her, about that woman
only- make me want to cry; silent cry... but...
nevermind, i can smile brightly.... as always.