-hilang-

Keyakinanku hilang, kerna kerosakan 'psikologi'-ku.
My psychology, destroy my thought, and take away my enthusiasm.
Semangatku berkurangan, kerna mentalku menelannya, setiap malam.
My confident is destroyed, by this borderline personality disorder.
Aku takut bermasyarakat, kerna aku lemas di lautan social anxiety-ku.
My passion, is always change, because of my bipolar disorder.
My dreams, is 'falling apart', because she, that exist only in mind, always whisper to me, that I am a loser.
Impianku, hancur berkecai, kerna hatiku dikawal kerosakan mentalku.
I ignores, my reality, because I'm to busy, fight a monster, that only me, can see it.
Aku sayang manusia, tapi, aku takut manusia.
I love someone, but, I don't want, she love me back, because, I'm afraid, that, I love her, only in my mind.
Aku abaikan dunia empirikal, kerna aku nak sembuhkan psikologiku.
I read a lot, because, that way, I can forget, myself, temporary.
Aku masuk ke dunia drama tv, kerna aku nak lupa akan psikologiku.
I try to fight, that monster, alone, but, I always lost.... yeah, sometimes I win, but, in reality I lost, because, I almost forget who am I.

Do you still love me....?
Jangan, kerna, semua itu sekadar ilusi, permainanku, di tengah malam.