~my soul is dying~

katanya:

when i love
i love so much
and it killed my soul.
when i love
i love so much
and because of it
my soul is drowning.
i can't help myself
i keep drowning in this ocean
of love; a pain of love
again and again.
my soul is screaming
he's in pain, he's crying
silent scream, silent crying.
i can't help myself
to run from this love.
i'm sick of this, i'm tired
i'm really tired to love
but i can't throw away this love
from my heart, from my life.