~in the dark~

katanya:

adakah kegelapan
atau cahaya
yang bisa selamatkan aku
dari terus diseksa oleh
ketagihan cinta...?

this love is beyond addiction
and it killed me
emotionally broken
my soul is draining
i'm tired to find a motivation to live
i'm drowning in the ocean
of pain and emotions
it kill me
black is my colour...
may be
only the colour of black
can save someone
from mentally
and emotionally destroyed
by love
by pain from loving someone.